been almost a month...

Time really flies!!

Been staying here for almost a month now and have quite settled in...

am starting to get used to the fact that i need very little time to get to classes in the morning coz it's all so near -.- ..

getting used to the weather... and enjoying watching the leaves turn from green to yellow to orange and falling off....waiting to see bald trees... am anticipating winter :)


and today it finally hits me, what being away is all about...
I must admit, i haven't really felt any homesickness but that's not the point...

being away for a considerable period of time means missing everything in between...

First, i thought about how i'd be missing Nicole's first birthday (coz i already missed her birth by being on holiday last year) .. And then slowly as the birthdays of people i care about come around i realise, i can't be there for them! i'm not trying to say my presence is important lah but it'd be nice to be able to give them a gift, a hug, a card, a cake!! (damn it i used to bake cakes for people!!) and now all i can do is pour out my wishes into an sms ._. .. and if i hadn't had a laptop upgrade i'd have at least some pictures here to enable me to do a slideshow or something to send by email -.- .. (but then i'd be stuck with a horrible lappy so.. :/ )

and now i've kinda lost my train of thought coz i just got back from having dinner -.- ..


-llen-