Well... the piano exam is over...

It went worse than i thought it would actually... haha... coz i felt prepared at home... i didn't stop as much as i used to anymore... and i thought i could control my nerves on that day... guess i was wrong... beginning of scales wasn't so bad... but once i made a mistake my hands wouldn't move right anymore... >< ... they just... froze up... the examiner was actually quite nice... he gave second chances...(at least i think that's what they are... else he's just someone who has decided what he wants to hear and makes you play even if you've played wrongly.. XD ) After scales..time for pieces... piece A and B... he stopped me from playing halfway >< ... my hands couldn't move and i NEEDED them to move... arghhh....and piece C... i think he was about to stop me... coz i heard him put down his pen and make a sound like he was starting to say something... but maybe the song was ending so he let it go...? i dunno...

I thought about it very very long... whether to try again next year or just stop and concentrate on studies.. but once i told my teacher... she said it'd be such a waste... since i can still use the songs in this syllabus for 2010 and 2011... after a very long discussion... i've decided to give it another go... haih.... too easily persuaded... but the good thing is class time is changed.. hehe... i'll have saturday mornings free~~~ which means staying up on friday nights~~ ngiak ngiak ngiak...

Other than that... hmm... trials are coming up... i don't want history to repeat itself... which means... i'll have to start pia-ing now....

-llen-