slightly agitated....

It's as though nothing is ever good enough...

you try to be more grown up... you do what you have to and get info..wasting hours of your afternoons and nights and you do your own research and think that it's a decision that you're happy with....you try to be idependent.... and what do you get?

all your decisions get shot down... even good ones that they don't know and they are doubtful... all that time wasted looking for the right choice... reading up in stuff when they didn't do any of those and take something 30 years ago and plug it into today's situation...

I don't mind being told my decisions are not so good... i really don't... but give me a reason for that won't you?? and don't say i haven't given you a reason because you didn't want to listen... not that i dind't want to tell you... why do i have to waste my time ..my effort... doing all this and eventually end up somewhere else.. why do you think that you are always right and assume that i think i'm always right?

for all i know nothing good has come out of this stupid thing ... only pain and sadness all the way...

-llen-