piano results are out... and as predicted...i failed... BUT.. it's the first time i fail that i don't feel so awful.. coz the examiner wrote some really nice things :D ... haha... i know it's still a fail... but the stuff he wrote was surprising... it made me feel like there's hope.. like i'm not SO worthless.. 8 marks short of passing... haihz... no matter.. that's in the past.. now we look towards the future~

Holidays so far have not been going according to plan..mainly due to my lack of discipline... been playing too much... only did a few papers for maths... pif... i thought i could finish off hitman so i won't play anymore and concentrate on studying... but... the missions are getting harder and harder... and i don't get why i always look so suspicious even when i'm wearing the same clothes as the guards...so i've decided to put that off till december... -.- ...

one more week of holidays before going back to college... better spend it wisely... :(

ooh..and Selamat Hari Raya!! (though i'm not sure when raya is gonna be... ><)

-llen-