Reality?

I hate to face reality sometimes... and in add maths tuition..what i face every week is a reality check.... teacher always says SPM is in about 8 months time.... which is quite scary... considering i have to get all my form 4 stuff together by 8 months...plus my form 5 stuff.... am i the only one worrying :( ..... or is everyone else starting to revise already...???? people around me seem so relaxed.... but i really need a slap in the face to wake up and start revising...else... dead...

Other than my constant worries...nothing much has been happening... kinda boring nowadays... but my class is making its own class magazine! ^^ .... well...other classes are making one too...so..poo... we ain't that special anyways.... i dunno how much its gonna cost but hopefully its worth the time, money and effort...

just imagine... in about 7 months we're gonna graduate... yikes... hate this feeling of time moving faster than you really want it to... if only i was Hiro Nakamura...ahahahhaa..... i could go back in time and do stuff differently.....and that's why i hate reality... all these fantasies and gonna happen no matter when or what...

-llen-