Since I won't start college in Jan..and i'm still not too sure about what i wanna do i am supposed to be thinking about the future.... *sigh* ....
I didnt really expect to change plans suddenly.. Coz I was kinda sure that i'd be going to aussie right after SPM..but then.. our beloved country has the restriction that if you do other places' foundation courses thingy you cant practise law in malaysia even after you get your degree and stuff... so... that was when i realised... i aint goin to trinity next year... And then some pondering made me think that maybe i dont wanna do law... maybe i wanna do something else... and all this pondering and thinking too much led to... I dunno wat to do now... really makes you wonder if its wrong to be blur...and not know wat u wanna do... or if its just normal... issh...
So i'll have a long and wonderful break :) ..and do some thinking and research ...
But the thing that is not so fun abt holidays is everytime parents want you to do something there's no more excuse... they'll always use the "holiday mah... u very free... help me.." tactic...

Ooh..and today i went out with my brother..haha.. our first sibling shopping session... but the thing is...guys aren't meant to shop huh... we walk the same distances and he gets tired... he doesn't seem to get really excited ... maybe i've been deprived of shopping so i feel more like shopping..hehe... and with christmas round the corner... all the shops have one thing in common... SALE SALE SALE!! .. and there's lots of people there even though its a weekday... really give you the mood to shop... haha... probably gonna get mum to take me... she's a better shopping companion... and she has the money!! :P


-llen-