great...

at the time when i need to summon all my strength to study i just can't...

i'll start doing maths and get restless and think about stuff other than maths.. use the lappy now and then... download songs... arghhhhh....

it's not that i DON'T wanna study but.. it seems the engine is un-start-able .. :/

ohh.. and today while we left the windows open in the kitchen and had the lights on a whole lot of termites (are they called termites?? the ones with wings and love to be around lights and usually there's a season for them ??) gravitated to the lights and totally freaked me out to the point i wished they were never created (like cockroaches and flies..what the hell are they for??).. there were so many of them... i was psychologically disturbed.. i kept scratching and dusting stuff off myself even when there's nothing there.. i'll probably be hopeless in the jungle XD ..

right..i better stop here and start burning some midnight oil......

-llen-