as results day nears...

it's just a day away now actually... :/ ..

i haven't been really stressing over it because i had other stuff to think about... but now reality is slowly setting in.. results day is so close.. i will finally find out how badly i did.. i will finally find out if i get to go to uni this year... i will finally be free of a lot of uncertainty...

and that's why i've been looking up my options once again XD ..

there are a lot of backup plans on my mind right now.. and at the bottom of that backup plan list (meaning if i do oh so exceptionally badly..) i could go to IMU to do chinese medicine... XD ... i doubt my mum took me seriously when i told her but hey, who knows? what if i end up being a damn good chinese medicine practitioner, doing hot suction cup therapy thingys on people's backs and poking people with needles and watching them cringe in pain in France (according to the IMU site chinese medicine is catching up in many countries, including France ..hahaha) i sure wouldn't mind if it turned out that way XD .. mum's first reaction to the hot suction cup therapy was "what if a perverted guy ask you to do therapy on him" .. pfft.. normal doctors get the occasional perverted patient also mah..

but on a more serious note, with every other course i've ever considered (even law for that matter) , i really don't know if i can do well in it.. i used to think maybe if i did culinary my love for the course would keep me motivated but now i'm doubting that too..

so for now.. all i can do is keep my fingers crossed and convince mum not to get mad at me no matter the outcome coz getting mad at me won't change a thing since A levels is over and done with and we should look to the future and focus on what we can do and not what we can't change :) ..


-llen-