haihhh...

I always thought driving wasn't THAT hard.. but i was wrong... so wrong -.- ..

Today I had my very first probationary driving lesson (after getting P license we have to be trained until dad is satisfied before letting us venture out onto the roads unsupervised..) and i must say i'm such a noob at driving :/ ..

why can't i turn gracefully/properly...??? i keep feeling like i'm not seeing things properly.. and maybe i'm a little too cautious at times but..haih.. even cautious people also get hated on the roads..
and then there are so many impatient people who are inconsiderate of new and very afraid drivers and some of them assholes even try to ruin your life by squeezing into your lane when you can't even move to accommodate for their squeezing in because there is another car on the other lane on a 2-lane road and it scares the crap out of you because it looks so very much like an accident could've happened but thankfully nothing happened and your dad gets mad at them and scolds knnccb ._. ...

but once again... i will not give up!! driving is so important and so useful that it is essential to master this skill! hrmph.. ever since Rachel and then Nicole were born, i'd always fantasize about picking them up from school once in a while when they don't have transport, just like how my aunt/cousin/brother would when my usual transport wasn't available :) ..
for now, it is still a fantasy but one day..hopefully one day i will pick them up and take them for McD or something!!

-llen-