blogging..

the best way to procrastinate!

it's that time of year again.. 12 days to Christmas EVE.. *chuckles* yes, Christmas eve to me is important too.. wouldn't say it's AS important as Christmas but i reckon it's a pretty important day of the year too..
went carolling for the first time today and it was pretty fun :3 even though i might not have really contributed much..

i think there are things about me that i've never been able to change... how i always tell myself there's still time to experience this or that but leave everything until the final days to say to myself it's time to actually experience this and that..

without the thought of graduation looming around the corner i wouldn't have started a "club" (it's an informal group at the moment..hopefully my successors will bring it to official society status..).. i probably wouldn't have gone carolling.. and some other stuff that when i decided to do, i had the thought that i was gonna leave soon and such an opportunity might not come along again..

i wish i could say i'm a live in the moment kinda gal, which i truly wish i was.. i did embrace that for a while.. but i tend to forget that motto and start thinking about the future, the past.. i guess this post just kinda reminded me once again that the present is more important.. that living in the moment is all you can do for the moment..

-llen-