graduations....
Back from popiah party.. haha... Cousin CK graduated on saturday so aunt decided to have a get together.... i must say.. my skills have improved ..hehe... the popiah i wrap no longer drips or bursts... joy... and i think it's safe to say i'll never buy outside popiah ever again... until there really is a good one... hmph...
It's November now... The end of the year is coming so fast... Yesterday was our one year being graduated from secondary school... saw ying ying and poh's blog.. and i realise.... i didn't take any pics with ying ying T.T .... haha.. but that's not really the point... i guess... remembering the old times was quite nice... how easy-going everything was... how we thought SPM was the largest hurdle ever... and now experiencing college... SPM feels like a stroll in the park... thinking about how we all practised for our graduation dance together... and during the ceremony i remembered Kai Ye's speech having some touching effect... though i can't really remembered what she said that made me feel close to tears... but i didn't cry during graduation...muahahhaa... but this could probably be caused by my not understanding everything i hear... urghh.. i better get mandarin lessons one day.. i missed out on the class trip though.. but i remember Qiqi calling me from Penang.. and a few people spoke to me too :) ... someday we must have another trip!!
We've all walked in different directions ever since... i wish i could just go back to kwang hua again... even if it's for only one day... i wanna walk up that hill.. i wanna smell that classroom smell or rather.. get the classroom smell on my clothes... i wanna put on that blue pinafore just once more... i wanna have my favourite yee mee from the noodle stall... i wanna touch that grand piano one last time no matter how dirty and out of tune it is.. i wanna play basketball, be it at the dewan perhimpunan or the courts... i wanna sit down at the pondok where we always wait for our cars.. i wanna take that walk back home with bro...and hopefully not bump into any dogs ..
But... i know it'll never be the same... some things are meant to happen only once... and now i hear my friends younger than me are going to have their SPM... and the fact that they'll be going through what i wanna relive again... i can't say i don't feel a bit jealous :) .. something i really regret is not taking more pictures of the school and my friends...
i feel stupid for ever wanting to grow up so fast.. because when it really is time for me to step up and grow up i don't think i'm doing such a good job... but i guess instead of wishing to live in the past... i should really just embrace the present so that when the future comes i have no regrets... ;) ...
-llen-
It's November now... The end of the year is coming so fast... Yesterday was our one year being graduated from secondary school... saw ying ying and poh's blog.. and i realise.... i didn't take any pics with ying ying T.T .... haha.. but that's not really the point... i guess... remembering the old times was quite nice... how easy-going everything was... how we thought SPM was the largest hurdle ever... and now experiencing college... SPM feels like a stroll in the park... thinking about how we all practised for our graduation dance together... and during the ceremony i remembered Kai Ye's speech having some touching effect... though i can't really remembered what she said that made me feel close to tears... but i didn't cry during graduation...muahahhaa... but this could probably be caused by my not understanding everything i hear... urghh.. i better get mandarin lessons one day.. i missed out on the class trip though.. but i remember Qiqi calling me from Penang.. and a few people spoke to me too :) ... someday we must have another trip!!
We've all walked in different directions ever since... i wish i could just go back to kwang hua again... even if it's for only one day... i wanna walk up that hill.. i wanna smell that classroom smell or rather.. get the classroom smell on my clothes... i wanna put on that blue pinafore just once more... i wanna have my favourite yee mee from the noodle stall... i wanna touch that grand piano one last time no matter how dirty and out of tune it is.. i wanna play basketball, be it at the dewan perhimpunan or the courts... i wanna sit down at the pondok where we always wait for our cars.. i wanna take that walk back home with bro...and hopefully not bump into any dogs ..
But... i know it'll never be the same... some things are meant to happen only once... and now i hear my friends younger than me are going to have their SPM... and the fact that they'll be going through what i wanna relive again... i can't say i don't feel a bit jealous :) .. something i really regret is not taking more pictures of the school and my friends...
i feel stupid for ever wanting to grow up so fast.. because when it really is time for me to step up and grow up i don't think i'm doing such a good job... but i guess instead of wishing to live in the past... i should really just embrace the present so that when the future comes i have no regrets... ;) ...
-llen-
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