Christmas Eve...

It's Christmas Day tomorrow!! Bro's headed out with 2 of his friends so i'm stuck at home with mum and dad -.- ...

I went to the office with mum today since she took half day.. i thought i could shop for some stuff but everytime i have the mood for shopping i can't find anything i like..isshh..

So.. no Christmas presents this year... i feel guilty asking for one anyway (though dad did offer to get us something) since we already got some stuff on our trip... and we kinda ran out of ideas of presents to give family (as in cousins, aunts and uncle) so... we skipped that as well since it's not an annual thing for us... heh.. kinda weird huh..? maybe it SHOULD be made into an annual thing o.O ..



And now i know how agonising it is to be waiting for offers :/ ... i think i check my e-mail at least 3 times a day... what's worse is when a friend receives an offer then you suddenly have that ray of hope "Maybe...maybe today they'll reply to me!!!" then you check your email and .."darn... not today... :(" .. but since it's chrismas time.. i guess i shouldn't be so anxious... the people over at the UK are probably too into the holiday mood to care about applications XD ...

College next year will be slightly lonelier... SAM friends have graduated :( ... at first you don't really feel like you're slower than them in any way since we start at the same time but now.. the extra 6 months we have left seems so.. long.. coz they'll all be in uni by then... hopefully we'll still get to see each other often :) ...


-llen-