coz that's life..

my cousin once told me, nothing in life is more certain than death (i'm not sure if those were the exact words but that's how i remember it..hehe)




It all started with me watching that video.. and it left me in tears.. i don't know why it did considering i don't know the people in the video..
then it got me thinking about a few people.. i didn't know them personally but i knew about them.. i knew about their struggles.. and i thought i could make a difference somehow..
i don't have the money to donate to various causes.. certainly not enough money to make any difference.. and all i could do all this while was offer up a prayer..
i wish i knew sooner that those prayers had already been answered long ago, the people that i've been praying for aren't around anymore..

i sometimes wonder why things have to be the way they are.. i haven't found all the answers i'm looking for (which is why i'm still looking for them..and i trust that i'll find it someday) but it's things like this that make me ask God why.. why take these people away.. these people who have family and friends who love them, who supported them in their battle.. and they have fought so hard, why take them away?

i'm sorry this all seems a bit depressing..but i just need a place to pour it all out..

and at the end of the day, life for the rest of us goes on doesn't it?

so cherish your loved ones, people :')

-llen-