Blackjack..

So 4 days ago, on 3.1.13, i turned 21 :)

Most of my friends are a year older than me so i got to witness a whole bunch of people turning 21 before my turn came.. and when that day came i really didn't know how to feel.. was i glad that i was 21? was i upset that i was 21?  i remember feeling pretty numb about it the day before my birthday.. i guess it was because people around me were making a fuss out of it and i didn't really want them too (but after it all i'm glad they did ;D )

i think this is the one birthday that i've felt 感动 (typing touched here would seem really inappropriate o.O) over and over again.. parents, family and friends who would not let me have an unmemorable 21st birthday..

but the best description of turning 21 i've heard so far was probably from chinli.. she was saying something like before turning 21 people could describe her as "perempuan cina yang berumur dua puluh" but after that it would be "perempuan cina yang berumur dua puluh-an" XD .. 

so long story short, i don't know what i ever did to deserve all the love that was poured onto me on my 21st but i truly appreciated it :') 

but apart from that, with it being 2013 and all.. i have 1.5 years left before graduating!!! *ahhhhhhh!!!!* time just seems to fly by nowadays it's just incredible.. a lot of my friends are either graduating this year or have actually started working which is quite a scary thought.. i think i'm feeling part excited and part terrified of the thought..but i guess i'm getting ahead of myself coz i'll have to graduate first :p ..

one week till the new semester begins... 

girl in her 20s :p ,
-llen-