someone push me off a cliff please...

i don't deserve to jump off a cliff.. someone should push me off one for being given an education and messing it up so terribly...

gaahhhh... i knew it'd be bad but not THIS bad ...
now i have to check the mail everyday and make sure mum doesn't get it before i do...

and i really hope mum forgets all about it and doesn't check on her own.. else.. goshh....

from now till june i have to stay away from msn..facebook..blogging ... tv..outings..

finals are in a month and i don't want to see what i saw today printed on my result slip.. i really don't.. it's such a disgrace that i can't even tell my closest friends... T.T

fish.market.labuan.

-llen-