have you found yours?

i don't think everyone ends up finding their niche...

some people probably grow old and die doing something they don't love/ aren't born to do..
but really, is there something out there meant for each and everyone of us? are we born to do some things and born not to do some other things?

i don't know where i'll be 5 years from now.. i don't know if i'm going to love what i'm going to do at university.. i don't know if i've picked the right choice..i don't know, i don't know...

i see friends doing things they love.. optimistic about the future..ready to face the world when the time comes.. unfortunately, i cannot feel that way at the moment.. i don't even know if my A levels will be alright..
so much uncertainty.. so lost..

i wish i didn't want so many things... life would be easier that way...

-llen-