deep breaths..

sometimes people say things that hurt..
and you'll never know if they mean it unless you ask them point blank

i've been trying to tell myself that if i know them to be my friends, they can't possibly mean it and it may be me who is being sensitive or they slipped up for a while..

but sometimes when a close friend says something that really stings it's just hard to move past it.. it's also a sorta enlightening moment.. now i know what you really think of me..

with time i will forget about it.. but it's not easy..
forgiving may be easy..but the forgetting...

-llen-