being home.....
So it's been more than a month since i've been home :O ..man does time fly!
i'm pretty slow at organising meet-ups with people...partly coz i don't wanna impose on people seeing as how busy most people are...and i've always been quite passive anyways (working on changing that) .. though so far i've met up with a few people :)
but apart from the friends and the food and the shopping and not missing any big family feasts... there comes a downside to being home..
the lack of freedom compared to while you're away from home.. taking the bus whenever you want to/need to go out! the parents watching your every move (not saying my parents are really such hawks but just that they do nag at me when i don't go out and exercise which kinda makes me even more reluctant to go... i know it's coz i'm fat, it's for my own good and i know i'm weird to feel reluctant to move my butt -.- )
but despite everything..i guess all the plus sides do outweigh the negatives..and now i have just about 2 months' time here.. gonna cherish it well :)
-llen-
i'm pretty slow at organising meet-ups with people...partly coz i don't wanna impose on people seeing as how busy most people are...and i've always been quite passive anyways (working on changing that) .. though so far i've met up with a few people :)
but apart from the friends and the food and the shopping and not missing any big family feasts... there comes a downside to being home..
the lack of freedom compared to while you're away from home.. taking the bus whenever you want to/need to go out! the parents watching your every move (not saying my parents are really such hawks but just that they do nag at me when i don't go out and exercise which kinda makes me even more reluctant to go... i know it's coz i'm fat, it's for my own good and i know i'm weird to feel reluctant to move my butt -.- )
but despite everything..i guess all the plus sides do outweigh the negatives..and now i have just about 2 months' time here.. gonna cherish it well :)
-llen-