AmBank Run 2008...

I find it kinda weird... that i can sleep at 12am or so and wake up at 4 am..and i couldn't wake up for my sports day!! iish... probably coz friday was a full day for me...hehe... anyways..that ain't the point..
So.. I entered another marathon... actually i wouldn't call it that.. 1/6 of a marathon... coz its just 7km... and it was pretty nice this time round... i didn't go for the Ambank one last year... but ambank has more perks after the run...
I could've done better... but my nervousness got to my bladder... (damn you bladder!!) and when we got to merdeka square there ain't no toilets around...so i held my pee... ran..ran ran... legs felt tired faster than usual... when i saw BHPetrol *hallelujah* ... quickly went to pee... but the malay boys went in together... and i had to wait for quite some time... grr.... i started at the front so was ahead of some friends... but the toilet stop pulled me down i guess... *sigh* but after peeing..my legs and bladder felt so relieved... more semangat to run!! but as usual my weak stamina made me have to walk...run...walk...run... but i finished the run.. with the help of 100 plus and plain water along the way... and there were a bunch of ppl from adidas around there cheering us on... oh...so cute... and that kinda made me have even more semangat..hehe... and i finished no. 235 -.- .... hehe... yeah... it ain't that glorious but hey, i got a medal :) .... they give medals to those who finish in the top 300.. (for my category lah..) but even if you don't get a medal or a cert at least u finished the race... the sense of accomplishment :) ... and even if you don't finish the race, well..at least u tried... so i'm definitely gonna be practising running more often... hehe...

-llen-

Regret...

People always say that regretting is already too late... and yea... that's very very true....
The last time i went for my school's sports day was in Form 3... skipped Form 4 coz i felt that it was boring and there was no use in my going...
But this year.... my last year in school.... Domino is selling pizzas... i promised my fren i'd go...and i overslept.... grrr..... why did i oversleep..?
It started with yesterday.... bro had futsal at 11pm... i was feeling kinda sleepy but i followed when we dropped him off... slept the whole way in the car... came back... slept on the couch coz mum was making currypuffs and i wanted to help... but when she started making she didn't wake me up! pif... and she was doing it all wrong... she kept asking me to sleep coz i was kinda cranky already... but the way she was making it really concerned me.... so i helped her... by the time i was done it was bloody 3am... and the previous day i didn't get to nap for the whole day... haih... before sleeping i set 3 alarms with my handphone....
I heard none of the three.... And now.. even if i go to school my attendance won't be taken so why bother going... still feel like going but... haih... what's the point.......? I better not miss teacher's day this year... or my own graduation :P ...

-llen-

Reality?

I hate to face reality sometimes... and in add maths tuition..what i face every week is a reality check.... teacher always says SPM is in about 8 months time.... which is quite scary... considering i have to get all my form 4 stuff together by 8 months...plus my form 5 stuff.... am i the only one worrying :( ..... or is everyone else starting to revise already...???? people around me seem so relaxed.... but i really need a slap in the face to wake up and start revising...else... dead...

Other than my constant worries...nothing much has been happening... kinda boring nowadays... but my class is making its own class magazine! ^^ .... well...other classes are making one too...so..poo... we ain't that special anyways.... i dunno how much its gonna cost but hopefully its worth the time, money and effort...

just imagine... in about 7 months we're gonna graduate... yikes... hate this feeling of time moving faster than you really want it to... if only i was Hiro Nakamura...ahahahhaa..... i could go back in time and do stuff differently.....and that's why i hate reality... all these fantasies and gonna happen no matter when or what...

-llen-

.....

Today.....all of hell is supposed to break loose.... haha... why? because of the SPM results of course...My bro didn't let me go to school and take the results with him..pif him...so we dropped him off and asked him to call us... which he never did when he got his result! then mum had to SMS him... then he replied with the crappiest answers.

Mum: So how's your result?
Bro: Bad
Bro: No fail

....... haih... so he left his result slip at home and went out with friends...then we took the slip to analyse his results... for us... i guess it was satisfactory... but i asked my mum... "if i were to get his results how would you react?" then she just... shook her head... weird expression on face... and said "i think and i hope you wont loh" ...hahaha... indeed... i feel pressure XD ... if i was a smarty pants then i probably wont feel anything... but... with the way i am now, that is... still relaxing while other ppl are studying their butts off, i think i might end up like my brother XD ... but hey... i'm the 2nd kid... and newer things are always better, right? I'm the new and improved offspring!! haih.. always just consoling myself :(

-llen-

-llen-

random...

It's holiday time!!! this holiday...i have a plan! A plan to study!! yea but we all know that ain't gonna happen..haha... its really about time to wake up from my little daydream... prepare for the nightmare...
Anyways..here's an update about our battle to change teachers... lets just say so far we're on the losing end... And i can say that the principal is really kinda racist in a way...but i am neutral towards the teacher..i might dislike her but i don't hate her... but i don't like her, nor do i love her... she still gets on a lot of people's nerves...
Hmm...what else has been happening lately....nothing much really... i just heard a nice song..hehe... Cinderella by Steven Curtis Chapman... ooh..and another song... Hollywood's not America by Ferras...
Ohh.. i got a question!! Has anyone been watching american idol?? Who's your fav. guy and gal..?? hehe..i'm waiting for acmar idol ;) to see who's my fav :)

-llen-