it's been a while..

haven't really been updating..

sometimes i end up typing some stuff and saving them as drafts instead coz it just doesn't seem right posting some stuff up..
and now i've come to the point where nothing seems right to post up, after all.. well for one, nothing really interesting ever happens anyways and nobody actually reads so..

i've come to this stage again, wanting to shut down this blog...

and this time i really might just do it..

i've recorded many stuff on this blog and looking back at some of the posts is really quite amusing sometimes.. some posts i read and wonder "what was i thinking??"

i won't delete this blog quite yet (reckon i probably never will considering how sentimental i am) and i won't say that i'll never post here again but for now at least, this is me saying bye...

-llen-