first and last..

Well..maybe not exactly the first througout undergrad but it was certainly the first group presentation I had to do at UoE and also the first presentation in a long long time.. and it was the last as well..

I remember how nervous I would get at these sorts of things.. Surprisingly today it went pretty well :)
Wouldn't say I didn't feel nervous at all but the experience was much better than I expected.. Growing up does change certain things after all..

-llen-

sometimes we just need to be reminded..

i was gonna blog about something different but i got kinda sidetracked..heh..

i started clicking on a few of my old posts and i found the one about how i celebrated my birthday in Edinburgh for the first time...and i was smiling like an idiot the whole time...
a few of the posts i clicked on were just rantings... and it took a bit of time to think about what happened and why i was so upset..

how quickly we forget the good and the bad.. i wouldn't call time a healer but time certainly can make us forget many things.. 

being able to click through the old stuff and see who i was and compare it to who i am now.. i find that pretty cool in a weird way.. sure, it'll probably be the same as flipping through a diary but it's faster on a blog :p

i guess i'm just really glad to have typed out so much stuff that i can look back on and either smile at or tell myself to never be that way ever again.. 

-llen-