siblingly love :3

My brother and I both left home for studies overseas at about the same time.. it was quite unexpected but things just turned out that way..

I've never been apart from my brother for very long though.. the longest time would probably be 7 months? We managed to meet up last year during our holidays.. And this time around, though rather last minute, bro decided to visit me since he had a week off :D

so there he is...lying on my bed while i''ll sleep on the floor again -.- ..

but i don't mind..coz him being here..well...there's something about family isn't there? you're completely transformed back into your silly self.. no walls, no masks..

and it feels good :)

-llen-

truth?

I love Malaysia..
it's where I was born and raised.. it's where my family are.. it's where I can find good and cheap food.. and there's seldom any natural disasters..

but at the same time, it has always been a dream of mine to be able to live elsewhere permanently..the seed of that idea, planted by my dad.. and i agree 100% with where he's coming from..

for a while i did consider, maybe being in Malaysia isn't so bad.. but yesterday, something just reminded me how it could be really bad.. that divide, it stil exists.. even though i thought it would slowly fade but i guess some lines take longer to erase..

it's still too early to say if i can ever live anywhere other than Malaysia permanently and i believe ultimately, the decision is not mine to make.. i'm leaving it up to a higher power ;)

and i'm well aware that wherever i go, this problem would still exist.. but i guess i just hate it when some people claim something for themselves when we all have an equal share of it..

where's the love yo?

-llen-