Today..is a very historical day for my brother... today..is the day... he took his driving test and passed!!! yay!!!! this means...in the future when he does get permission to drive me to places.... we can go get our desired lunches on our own... no relying on parents for lunch anymore... or or... we could go grocery shopping together and sneak in some junk food...buahahahaha... note that i'm saying this without his knowledge...haha... but still.. haih... i can't drive yet :( .... oh well.. i got a brother who does..haha...
Haih... Literature in English is starting to get popular among my fellow kwang huarians... i ain't the only one anymore .... kinda sad that it wont be just me in the exam hall..that'd be pretty cool... hehe.. but its a good thing coz there are ppl who share my love for literature... maybe love is a bit strong... i tink i love the classes more than i love what i'm required to do for the exam... haha... literature tuition is the only tuition i actually enjoy...
We are still in the process of kicking out our beloved class teacher... that day she came in the class and said in BM :"Why you all like half dead during my lesson? other teachers say you all very active? Huh, why ahh tsuqi..? you know why ahh?" Tsuqi sits beside me, in front of the teacher this week, and couldn't stop giggling... she almost told teacher its coz we all loathe her... but she just said she din know... she ain't friendly at all and you can say teachers aren't supposed to be friendly but the unfriendly teachers aren't mean... they're neutral... she's mean AND unfriendly... AND bossy.. and the list goes on... other than that school has been nice... I promised myself not to sleep unless i really can't help it...but i just semi-slept in sejarah today -.-''' ..hehehe.... my notes look like crap...
Oh...i just remembered... CNY is coming!!! CNY=reunion dinner=yee sang=joy=prosperity=family=friends=cookies=laughter=HOLIDAY!!!

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Realisation.....

I just realised... i've been a very very lazy piggy... haih... i fall asleep in class more often than i wish i would... if i don't have caffeiene in the morning i will definitely fall asleep.... sad but true...i shouldn't be so dependant on a drink... pif... and everytime i look around the class everyone is busy doing their work... me? chatting... sleeping... drawing... i think it's about time i pulled myself together to do some serious work...haih... maybe i just dun feel like studying coz..bro is not studying either so if i hang out with him we wouldn't do anything intellectual XD ..haha... but the good thing is i have cut down a lot of my TV time..hehe... that's a good first step... but still...i'm stuck on the computer more often now -.-''' which brings me back to square one...

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The hatred that burns inside me ....

Form 5 so far..is....not as nice as i thought... it makes no difference whether you are the senior of your school...in fact it makes things worse... see when u make a mistake or u break the school rule NOT because you're a rebel but because your socks are seriously very loose and you can't find any other pair of socks and your hair is long because...well it just is.. teachers think that you are trying to make a statement..think that you're the boss now... and i absolutely LOATHE that kinda teacher... and i hate the stinking rule that your hair can't cross your collar...please lahh... if my hair bothers me i will cut it... what if my brain cells work the best at this length...???!! have these teachers ever used their brains...??? or rather...have the ppl that set the rules use their brains...
Form 5 if anything its just as tiring...no wait... its even more tiring... why????because of that freaky BM/class teacher that we are so desperately trying to get rid of... right now we are brainstorming for ideas to kick her out... coz if we wanna kick her out we gotta get the principal's approval before CNY.. she is just so mean and idiotic... she hor... haih..don't wanna say anymore... she likes to make mountains out of anthills.... threatening us everyday with penalty marks... come on lah... you're our class teacher...will it kill you to be nice to us sometimes... or will it kill you to help your own class' students sometimes...?? Just when i thought i wanna make the most out of my form 5 life... we have her class 3 times a week... the agony........
With school life in such a state it seems as though tuition is more fun than school...but maybe God is punishing us... for not appreciating our ex class teacher.....issh...

so....anyone got any good ideas to share so that we can kick the teacher out......??? :) your contribution will be much appreciated....

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Yesterday was a leet day... hahaha...
But today.. grr.. felt so tired... so sleepy... i'm still not used to getting up early.. showering first thing in the morning without warm water cascading on your back... and i don't like my new form teacher... she's so... bossy and likes to meddle in everything...no freedom for us at all... come on.. we're in Form 5.. its our senior year... can't you let us pick our own seats..?? give us some time to do stuff..?? she teaches us BM.. and her class is BORING... make that EXTREMELY BORING... and what's the point of buying a workbook when you're gonna just copy it all out on your exercise book...??
But things have changed a little around class... ppl are more well-behaved... even the teachers noticed... so i think i have a good feeling about this year... last year..hmm.. how do i put it.. we're all different so... conflicts arise.. but i think with the new class.. fresh air.. and 1 year of being in a class together we have a better relationship as a class :) ...not to mention there is a couple in class now..haha... but i only found out on the first day.. i dunno how my friends know..pif... anyways.. hopefully the smooth sailing lasts for the whole year..

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A Belated Happy New Year...

Hehe.. its already year 2008... so fast.. caught me off guard... well not exactly but yeah...the years pass by faster and faster for some reason... school's starting soon :'( ... i'm trying to remember important things that happened last year... seems like a lot...overall last year was...ok... not the best...but not the worst..
I usually have a list of new year's resolution by now but... ngeh.. din really bother thinking about it yet.. of course every year one of the resolutions would be LOSE WEIGHT... but that kinda.. never works out... so maybe this time round.. i should say i hope to get good results for SPM since it is SPM year...hmm..correction... good results for SPM AND trials...muahahaha... hmm...and i hope to stay healthy all year round... Now that i start thinking about it there are a lot of things i hope i can achieve.. but there is one thing i really really have to achieve..that is not to be late to school anymore!! haha.. its my last year at secondary school after all... dun wanna ruin spoil it by getting some saman or doing stupid stuff for the school...
My best wishes to all for this new year...we shall all prosper for this year..hohoho.. is the year 2008.. so we will "fatt" !! Happy New Year~~

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