grr... i think i'm falling sick :( ... woke up with a little sore throat... then a runny nose... still in the controllable stage though... need fluids.....
eeshh...and trials are not getting any further away... but i just realised my trials don't exactly start on the 3rd... coz i don't take mandarin so.. yay... at least i have a bit more time :) ...
school is getting pretty interesting...hehe... i wonder why but there seem to be more couples in my class now..hoho... maybe they need to relieve their stress this way (-.-)''' .... everyone is studying their butt off... haih...
ohh.. i did mention abt the notebook in my previous post..but i watched an even better movie :) ... "a walk to remember" (also a nicholas sparks book turned into movie) seems kinda nicer... although it's sadder but i felt it was nicer... absolutely no 18sx stuff.. which is another plus point...but this is the end of my downloading movie spree...for now...hehehe.. so i will now really really keep myself away from the internet... or...i'll do my best... hehe

-llen-

I know I'm supposed to be studying... I even skipped extra class today... kinda tired of ET from yesterday... went for mr mani's salts revision... normal chemistry class and add maths...then had literature at night so decided to skip accounts extra class (its from 8-12)..hehe..
I have always wanted to watch the notebook and i dunno wat made me download it..but i did and thought it'd take 2 days to finish downloading.. but after i left it to download.. watched some tv..had lunch...i came back up wanting to study... but it finished downloading already... so what choice did i have but to watch it right..?
It's not bad... a lot of... kissing and a little.. 18sx ... but they don't show u those ..ahem..stuff... a little sad... not a little actually... it made me feel very sad.. maybe i havent been watching enough of these sappy stuff so i'm easily saddened...but the actors/actresses suited their roles quite well... :) ... quite a long movie actually...2 hours... hehe....back to the books then...

-llen-

Futile attempt..

My attempt to stay away from the internet has been futile...although i did cut down some time.... and at least covered a few topics for physics... maybe i should just bury the pc temporarily... or just have enough self-discipline -.- ....
Now my study plan has to be changed...my initial plan was to fix up physics then go on to sejarah.. but today we received the trials timetable... and sejarah is one of the earlier papers...which really sucks... but..oh well... since when was the world fair...
And holidays ain't gonna be fun at all... it was already packed... and i thought of going shopping with mum just one day to get the longing of wanting to shop out of my system... but i think its kinda impossible...*sigh* .....
Ohh..just remembered today tonight is Acmar's prom night... to any acmarians reading this have a great senior prom!! will be expecting pictures from sean's blog..hehehe....

-llen-

blog hibernation....

i'm sorry i said i'll update soon... i just suddenly felt that i should stay away from the comp at least until trials is over...very sorry to anybody who even reads this...
When there is access to the computer i go online and read blogs... comics... blog...chat... which is not a very good thing because i lose track of time... lose focus... so now one of the most important parts of this war against SPM is the...pre-war! the stupid trials which is almost as important or even more important than SPM itself... so until i let myself touch my computer again... i hope i'll have the discipline to refrain from flipping it open.. good luck to everyone for trials...

-llen-

Today... The 8th of August year 2008.... the day we have been looking forward to..no, it is not the Taiwanese father's day we're looking forward to (though maybe there are people looking forward to that as well..)Today is the day for the 2008 Beijing Olympics !!!
The opening ceremony is something we shouldn't miss...(even my add maths tuition teacher reminded us to watch) ... The olympics happens only once in four years and it sucks that we have SPM this year... with trials so close....but there are events that I won't wanna miss... i usually watch out for gymnastics, figure skating, swimming... actually i tend to watch most of the events :P ... I only wished that we could all gather and watch it together...
Ooh...and tomorrow we'll be attending a ceramah at HICT... this means skipping school with a valid reason :) .... guess i better be showering now... will update soon...

-llen-

Live to Love Life

We had a great day at school today :)
I didn't want to go at first coz tuesday really drained my energy out... School, tuition, wait for mum at coffee shop, rush home, shower, get out for tuition... so when i woke up this morning i didn't feel satisfied at all.... but mum made me go saying she didn't know what excuse to cook up for me to skip school..so i went..
Sejarah, English and Mandarin lessons were before break and i slept through them..haha.. kept waking up halfway but went to sleep again and again...
Then... some dude brought the class photos!! joy~~ .... in Form 5 it is tradition in Kwang Hua for us to take 2 photos..the formal one and the SS one... (i shall post up the photos another day)... some of them bought the bigger sized picture to let us sign the back of it... so a lot of people were going everywhere as though asking for autographs... Our chemistry teacher was saying " You all look like you're graduating tomorrow... Before you graduate must pass up your practical book!"
But it feels like another stage of life is going to end... I realise that after we graduate I won't have the chance to sit by the window and hear the voices of those gila-gila people on the field shouting or flick the ants off my table and books..I won't have the chance to wear my uniform again ( excluding SPM time..) ... I won't be sitting in a classroom with chalk dust flying into my face... Suddennly I feel like I'm gonna miss a lot about school.. even though there are a lot of problems with our class but I've come to love the way things are.... In less than 3 months we'll be graduating..then we'll be taking SPM... going on our class trip..then what?
It's kinda hard... I know I'm supposed to be studying but I just can't concentrate... Why does the fun have to come now....why not earlier.....?

-llen-