cap goh mei..

Today is cap goh mei.. the last day of CNY.. so the whole family gets together to eat again :D

i feel fatter after the dinner :( ..

anyways.. today is also the day bro gets back from Langkawi.. he left on thursday night and after dropping him off at college and reaching home i decided to watch How I Met Your Mother and after watching i wasnt sure if i should shut down (in case he was downloading something..) so i smsed him..

Me : Do i off your lappy after watching?

Bro : Yeshiva (he's randomly weird -.- )

Me : Gasp..u been smoking pot!! Oh..get me some choco from duty freeeee....

Bro :Noeesssss


He usually doesn't get me/us (family) anything.. so i wasn't expecting anything.. he was already eating dinner when i first saw him after he got back.. then after he finished eating he told us how his trip was then i asked if he got us anything and he said no -.- .. haih.. typical..

But after dinner when we were going home there was a plastic bag in the car.. and inside was a big box of kinder bueno white.. (not sure if they have it here but bro's reason for buying that one ONLY instead of any other choco was because he never seen it around here)

and it's days like these that make me forget about how mean, insensitive and stubborn he sometimes is and think.. i have such a good bro :) ...

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Got a letter today..

It was a big envelope.. with my name written on it in very large capitals.. inside..?

3 flyers about the Malaysian Youth Orchestra and the audition (registration fee is RM70)... (i think it was malaysian.. can't be klang or selangor -.- anyways i put it in the send-to-recycling-center bin)

1st thought: wow!! orchestra :D + *.* ...
2nd thought: gahh... the orchestra doesn't need pianists.. and my violin skills suck.. :(
3rd thought: how did they get my address?? -.- ..

one of those days when i think about if only they've let me start violin when i was much younger and really wanted to.. but can't change that now *shrug* ..

i don't quite know why i wanted to learn it so badly when i was younger.. i've only seen people play on tv a few times but i guess i kinda fell in love with the sound of it.. and when i saw in primary school some of my friends knew how to play i was so jealous.. i used to hate the piano and tell my parents to let me learn both or drop one to learn the other.. obviously they said no and their reason was "you can't even play the piano well and you wanna play the vioin? don't joke lahh" .. yea, they were pretty harsh about it..

so i made a deal with them..in 2006 if i get good PMR results, i want violin lessons.. nothing else.. and those were the best exam results i ever achieved..

Fast forward to now.. February's ending and i know i screwed up horribly for a lot of things so.. i have to sacrifice.. taking a break from violin lessons until my exams are over..probably for the best.. *sigh* .. but i shall promise myself right now that no matter what.. i will continue learning until i've mastered it(even if i have to take classes when i'm working already or maybe when i retire or something)..

Hmm..maybe i should make a list of things to do before i die.. XD ..

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at the library..

i had to stay back till quite late today coz violin class started pretty late today..so i brought a book with me to read.. (coz friday's a holiday and i don't think i'd be able to do any work at the library anyways XD)

So.. i sat down and started to notice a lot of people having their bags with them.. which was odd.. considering we couldn't bring the bags in previously..

Then when i went to the locker to get my jacket after and hour i saw the notice saying now we can bring our bags in -.- ..

Was just talking about this bring-bag-into-library issue with Kahyee the other day XD ... we're visionaries!! :D

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when it's just mum and me...

Finished college quite late today coz i had a chemistry revision workshop to attend.. pretty good, the guy who guided us..

Anyways.. i was hungry already by then.. so i went to the 100 yen shop to try that snow ice thing.. When i was paying the guy chatted with me and asked me to guess his age... i really did consider.. and i said 28? Then he totally /(T.T)\ .... and his co-worker asked me what age i told him and when i said 28.. she burst out laughing XD ..

Turns out my guess was the worst by far.. go to the shop and maybe he'll ask you to guess coz apparently he has been asking a lot of the customers.. XD .. anyways.. the green tea thingy was pretty good.. even had red bean on top :) .. mum said it's nice too...

It was only mum and me coz dad wasn't having dinner.. and bro bailed on us last minute so i had the chance to eat a very unhealthy dinner.. instant noodles.. but i made sure i put in a lot of veggies!!

after eating i did my own thing for a while, waiting for my violin teacher to come and when i walked to the dining area...

Mum was drinking Hoegaarden!!! she poured it in a cup but i just grabbed her bottle and had some.. yummy stuff :) .. and it feels different drinking from a glass bottle... makes me feel more.. powerful~~ but i didn't have a lot coz i know i'll go all red and ... yea it's not really pleasant :/ ..

After class (mum was all red in the face already..haha...if only i took a picture) i got mum to take me to jusco since i really need my stationaries.. even got a Tshirt :D ..

i like it when it's just mum and me sometimes :) ..


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How I Met Your Mother..

so addicted to this series now XD ...

It was on tv a few years back and i never got the chance to watch but bro's friend recently introduced it to him and he downloaded 4 seasons already.. just finished season 1..

it's much easier to watch than Heroes or even Glee coz it's about 30mins per episode.. and very entertaining.. may even be better than My Wife & Kids.. to me anyway.. :)


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sometimes i don't understand..

i shall give a scenario so that the situation does not seem so obvious..

See... if you have a cat and a dog.. and you have toilet trained the both of them.. and let's say your dear pets understand what you say... and let's assume you can differentiate a cat's poo from a dog's..

Doggy poos on the carpet and walks away.. you see the poo.. and at that moment kitty is walking with you, keeping you company.. good company in fact!!..

and then you start to vent your anger at kitty because doggy's not there to get scolded.. saying "you all cannot do this..etc etc..how many times must i tell you all.."

and kitty feels like you should be telling it to doggy coz kitty has been a good cat.. then when doggy comes along, doggy apologises by licking your hand.. then you don't scold doggy at all because doggy apologised already..

so poor kitty who hasn't done anything wrong is like your personal punching bag to relese your anger.. D:


RAWR......


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thoughts..

While i was still awake:
"hmm.. today a lot of fireworks.. even more than first day of CNY... "

When i thought of going to sleep:
"hehe.. i think the fireworks stop liao.. safe to sleep lah :)" *switch off light and tuck myself in to sleep*

Once i closed my eyes:
*fireworks start to pipipompom like machine gun, literally*
"walau.. how to sleep????? i wanna wake up to finish off some homework wan lah..."

When i couldn't stand it anymore and decided to switch on table lamp and flip open my lappy..
"...... the fireworks stopped being so ganas -.- "


i hope this time it really has stopped... else i won't sleep tonight >:(

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Racism or preference?

Mum sent me to piano class today :) .. been a long time since she sent me..

She recently redeemed a mini pan from Giant which i asked her about in the morning then in the car she said "if you really go overseas this year you can bring the pan with you :D " then after talking a while she said "wa.. imagine if you go in september.. now already february.. so fast hor?"

And then i realised.. wahh.. she also has that maternal "don't let kid leave me too fast" instinct.. i thought she was cool with it all and back when we thought i could fly (after form 5) she didn't seem bothered by it.. but i really really hope that if i do get to fly i can go on the first trip without them..else i'll probably never learn.. i don't mind if they come see me a week later :) ..

So when she picked me up we also chit chatted.. i'll skip a bunch of not important stuff..else i won't get to the subject matter.. we were talking about her friend's daughters. one married to a caucasian, another dating an indian.. so her friend didn't really approve of the indian bf (both also 鬼 (ghost) - one white, one dark ).. and so mum said something like "now you know what to do harr.. dun go and find a 'ghost' " which initiated my debate with her..

I told her something like.. you're being a racist.. i guess to them it's probably because of media (tv shows with all the sex and the cheating and etc) or they just can't seem to accept it.. while i may not deny that it possibly may be more common abroad (countries with caucasians) compared to over here that the guys would date girls just for fun or for sex.. BUT it does not mean that chinese guys wouldn't do the same mah.. it's not like all those China men or Malaysian Chinese guys won't have affairs.. not like all Chinese are so "pure".. not like all Chinese don't believe in pre-marital sex... and same thing probably goes for religion..

I then gave her examples of her friends who married with non-Chinese guys to try and make her think twice about what she said coz her friends are doing fine.. and the lamest excuse my mum said was if you marry a guy from overseas then you have to move to their country and she even said, i quote "home is here.." then i immediately told her.. "you can ask the person to stay in your country wan mah.. and what for you ask me to get PR elsewhere then????" then she "ohh... that's different" -.- .. haih... weird mum..

I mean.. guys are guys mah.. it doesn't matter the race or the country they came from.. what matters is the individual..

so after our very long debate she still said "next time go and find a 华人 (chinese guy) lah.." then i immediately said.. "NO!! Find a 好人 (good guy) !!! " -.-''' ...

this shows that you can't teach old dogs new tricks ..

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S4's CNY ...

I don't think i've ever had so many friends in my house before XD ..

S4 had a cny visitting day today and i couldn't join in the morning because i had college .. pif.. anyways.. they came over around 3 pm+ .. which was exactly when my parents left D: ..

When they came i was shocked... there were... 5 cars? it seemed like A LOT of people.. this year's turn up rate is pretty good compared to last year :) .. ohh.. forgot to get a group picture!! -.- ... and i realise i need to sharpen my hosting skills..especially when there's a large crowd.. :/

So sorry you guys came all the way and went back without ang pau :( ..

We visitted Pn Wong's house as well and right when they were all starting their engines to go to Pn Wong's mum sms-ed me and said she was back already... -.- ... too late to tell them to stop moving coz they already were XD ..

After sitting at Pn Wong's chit-chatting for some time it was time to go..

Today has got to be the most hectic day of my college life XD ... I've got a dinner at night.. gonna have yee sang :) .. and i'll probably see Tsu Qi there again.. ;)

Can't wait for Snowflake tomorrow!! :D

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First rejection....

I was chatting, looking around facebook then i suddenly thought..

"I'll check my inbox"

it's kinda random these "i'll check my inbox" moments.. it's like i'm engrossed with something but suddenly something hits a button that says "check email" XD ..

anyways.. there it was again.. that status change email.. since i have only UCL and King's left.. i was mentally prepared for a rejection... and sure enough.. that ugly "Unsuccessful" was wedged between the two "conditional"s .. and the reason for my rejection was my application wasn't strong enough...

i'm not sad or depressed surprisingly..considering the fact that it's the one i want the most.. maybe coz i've psyched myself up with the other 3 that gave me offers already that it doesn't matter anymore.. and probably also due to my mental preparation for that long-awaited rejection.. so one more rejection to go and i'll make a decision! :)

UCL also one kind wan.. 2-3 days ago they sent me an email saying there'd be representatives in Malaysia in March -.- and then they reject me today... XD ..
Ohh.. on a happier note Southampton sent me some brochures today :) ...

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hmm...

been thinking about deleting the blog for some time..

i don't think i'll delete coz...i'm too sentimental but maybe i'm gonna hide it for a while or just abandon it before i wanna blog again... a diary is probably a better place to rant for now..

gahh.. forget it.. i was being impulsive and after cooling off the anger-iwillnotblogabout-becauseitisdepressingduringtheCNYperiod i will continue to blog!! and stay away from the topic-i-am-furious about but-will-not-blog-because-it-is-unpleasant... RAWR.....

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lost..

i think i've been blogging too much -.- ..but i just need to get this out of my system...

Mum has been asking "have you finished your homework?" even on the first day of my holiday.. yes, when it comes to homework she still treats me like a kid because she knows that i'm the master of procrastination...

it's been eating on my conscience and i do realise i need to buck up if i wanna get better results so i sat down at my super messy table today (didn't clean up my room for CNY :P ) putting Duma Key aside no matter how much i don't want to and started with my maths..and....

I can't do a single thing.... argghhhhh.... i've forgotten all the concepts and how to get around starting the question... i feel so stupid -.- ... flipped through my book and notes for some help but i still get stuck here and there... it's worse than a horror movie..

somebody tutor me A2 maths please.. D:

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Reset the clock...

When Syn Joe said this was our last year to spend CNY with our family i didn't think too much about it coz after all.. it's not gonna be THE LAST time as in.. we're not about to die or something but it'll be the last time in a very long time IF we go overseas to study by this year or even early next year ..

Also, i'm still doubtful about whether or not i can even meet my offers (coz i don't know which offer i'm gonna accept yet and also exams :S ) and when we were talking about it.. it didn't seem like such a big deal to me.. but today i feel different..

Yesterday was spent with my closer family members and i feel like we're so much closer than before coz there was a period of time when i dunno.. we were all growing up.. each having our own priorities to the extent that i didn't feel so close to my cousins as i used to but now i'd say we have a pretty good cousin-hood :) ..

Today we started off with the almost-every-year tradition of roti canai for breakfast with homecooked curry chicken on the 2nd day of CNY .. then visited grandaunt, grandma and aunt at her new home.. and this year felt more fun than previous years..

After dinner we went over to aunt's place where we had a lot of fun too ;) .. i got the chance to play "pop pop" with niece and cousins and bro.. the way we used to play was "pop pop" war.. and it was a strategy game :) .. we'd hide here and there and we had home base and refill station... just like a real war game .. but now we're all so big and today we were down in numbers so we only played mini pop pop wars... mostly torturing my cousin bro by aiming at his ass coz he's the only one wearing jeans and we're all at a disadvantage pain-wise XD .. we also played with sparklers.. and a whole lot of memories started to flood my mind.. i felt much... younger XD

At the end of the day i guess CNY actually matters quite a lot to me... It's all about the family, food, friends and fun... only thing that bothers me are those CNY songs that i don't like -.- .. some CNY songs are actually quite nice... except when they are overplayed then it gets boring..the fireworks may be noisy and pollute the air a lot but it's all just for the festivities and nobody does it everyday so i'm fine with that.. quite nice to see the fireworks too sometimes..

I've got 2 more days of holiday so I'll have to spend them wisely.. but for those with the luxury of the whole week or the whole 15 days of CNY, enjoy it while it lasts :D

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Happy CNY!!

CNY is the time when dad blasts the same old CDs of CNY music as loud as he possibly can ( i used to not mind the music but after 18 years of the same thing.. -.- ..and every shopping mall has been blasting CNY music so..please spare me...).. it's also the time for us to pua kiao ;) ... not to mention loads of food..family gatherings/visits..

Dad was telling us how when he was a kid he was the naughtiest of his siblings so he always got a good whacking for misbehaving.. but during CNY he has 15 days of immunity :D .. at that moment we young ones had sparkles in our eyes.. "we can get away with ANYTHING? *gleaming eyes and big smile* " and to our dismay dad said "i'm telling you this relative to my time.. " -.- .. piff..

I only have one grandparent (mum's mum) left and i visit her on the 2nd day so nobody's gonna tell dad to let us run wild for 15 days :/ ...

Anyways.. reunion dinner was pretty nice :) ..the numbers have gone down ever since my cousin married but we still have a good time .. we had champagne today :D .. bro didn't want any so i didn't have to share with him.. hee.. i didn't get drunk or super red-faced :) ..

time to sleep now... should wake up early tomorrow...

Ohh.. and Happy Valentine's too :) .. it doesn't have to be a gf/bf or husband/wife thing (or at least i think it doesn't...) so i refuse to call it S.A.D. :P


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do the world and let the world do you..

Hee.. tomorrow is CNY eve.. looking forward to a yummy dinner :D ... and even more fats -.- .. hmm.. i should do the ab exercise dad printed out...

So on this year's eve of CNY eve i went out with Xing Leng to do last minute CNY clothes shopping..

It wasn't a very productive shopping day but i enjoyed myself :) .. it's been quite a long time since i went shopping with a friend..

Yesterday on the other hand was the last minute pasar malam trip with mum.. (everything's so last minute this year.....) i followed because being such a good daughter i wanted to lighten mum's burden :) .. and also we don't usually go to pasar malams so i thought it'd be fun..

but it wasn't really fun.. -.- ... there weren't a lot of stalls open.. we ended up buying vege and fruits only.. and the most unpleasant thing about the whole trip was the fruits stall.. the guy attached a speaker which keeps on repeating "Kiong hee fatt chai... xin nian kuai le..." over and over and over again....damn annoying..... and the leaves of the pineapple we bought to make pineapple tarts poked me..pfft.. i hate pineapples... (except when they're on pizzas or jam in a tart..)

because it had rained earlier the market was wet and our beloved Eng Ann, with its glorius potholes here and there and the uneven roads... there were puddles all around.. so alertness is very important while walking in Eng Ann especially at night :) .. watch out for cars and avoid puddles and look out for stray dogs that are big and disease-ridden..



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Tagged by Joe Ann..

I think this is the first Chinese tag for me...

Q1 : 你旳大名
BIG name ah? ELLEN :P ... (someone tell me why it's big name -.- )

Q2 : 你认为什么才是真正旳幸福?
hmm.. to be able to give to those in need and to be happy without bothering what other people think of you and world peace!!

Q3 : 你觉得爱情重要还是友情重要.
friendship coz when you're out of ai qing who's gonna be there for you? ;)

Q4 : 你相信天长地久吗?
no... suppose not..

Q5 : 你现在过得快乐么?
yea.. i'm quite happy.. :)

Q6 : 如果有秘密.你会做到坦白地告诉对方吗？
har?? "dui fang" refers to who?

Q7 : 喜欢小baby吗?
yea.. :D

Q8 : 你是谁？？
I am me...?

Q9 : 希望自己多大结婚?
After earning enough money to support a family and seeing enough of the world..

Q10 : 证婚启示
erm... i dun understand this question.... (google translated it as "witness revelation" o.O )

Q11 : 你觉得女生直发好看还事曲发好看?
depends on the individual..

Q12 : 最想去哪里旅游?
a lot of places....

Q13 : 一辈子都不会忘记旳人.?
family and friends..

Q14 : 如果爱一个人,是不是要拼命地爱他(她)?
... this question like so... "kau lat" .. must "ping ming" love that person.. isn't it a bit too much...? -.- .. but to love deeply, definitely..

Q15 : 看到天空.你想起旳第一个人是谁.?
i never think of people when i look up into the sky... -.- ... maybe if the clouds resemble someone i know..

Q16 : 你会爱他一辈子吗?
who's that?

Q17 : 喜欢你旳人和你喜欢旳人.你会选哪个？
depends...

Q18 : 你会以什么方式向她(他)表达你旳爱?
erm... through food maybe?? XD ..

Q19 : 如果看到自己最爱旳人熟睡在你面前你会做什么?
depends.. i'd either hug or whack him.. XD


Q20 : 你后悔过自己旳决定吗?
no...??

Q21 : 你脱口而出旳话是?
i dun understand this question too... -.-

Q22 : 现在最迷什么?
nothing much really....

Q23 : 你是好孩子吗?
of course..!! ask my parents lahh.. :D

Q24 : 觉得爱情和面包哪个重要？
can't they both be as important?

Q25 : 你白痴啊?
maybe... -.- ..

Q26 : 如果你旳BF(GF).经常不回家旳话.你会怎样?
ask where he is maybe..?

Q27 : 心烦旳时候要怎么办?
sleep it off..

Q28 : 你是个记仇旳人么?
not really...

Q29 : 最爱那个.离你有多远?
my "zui ai" got very near and got very far... XD ..

Q30 : 可以做到永不背弃爱嗎?
i dun quite understand.. (google language tools says "love will never abandon") -.- ..

Q31 : 如果你知道你快死了，最后一句说什么?
i don't wanna be cremated!!!

Q32 : 最爱最爱旳人是谁?
family..

Q33 : 在你心裏、最愛聽旳3個字是什麼.?
... dunno.. got such thing wan meh.. -.- ...

Q34 : 希望時間停留在哪個時刻..?
when i was a baby ....

Q35 : 最讨厌对方对你做了什么?
oh.. does "dui fang" refer to an imaginary guy i have? hmm.. WORST thing that can happen is...imagine if you're with a gangster boss/rapist/serial killer/drig dealer hmm..lemme think about it..

Q36 : 如果对方提出分手你会挽留吗?
depends...

Q37 : 现在幸福吗?
hasn't this question been asked already...?

Q38 : 哪一个国家你觉得最浪漫的?
France...

Q39 : 我染发會好看嗎?
heh.. with the right colour i think it'd be quite nice...

Q40 : 是否狠心去拒绝过人?
haha.. they never "biao bai" how to reject..

Q41 : 如果你心爱的人背叛你会?
depends on what kinda betrayal....

Q42 : 你被点了几多次?
somebody tell me what this means please -.- ..

Q43 : 现在最想去哪里?
snowflake~~~~


I really got no clue what question 42 is about.... can someone explain? D:

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My newest favourite author :)

I'm a little late a picking up Stephen King's books.. i bet many people have started reading his books earler than i did (only read my first Stephen King last year..)

At the book sale last year i managed to grab 4 of his books.. my aunt told me before that he's a great writer and it was so cheap, at the time i grabbed what i could.. hehe...

Anyways.. I've finished 3 of his books (the shorter ones..) and it's a very refreshing change..

Previously i'd been reading some of the classics and they're really nice but sometimes the language takes a little more time to absorb than the more modern books.. and then there's chick lit.. i'm fine with the shopaholic series but i dunno why.. i fall asleep so easily when i read "The Devil Wears Prada" -.- ... so it's still unfinished..

But when i pick up a King book.. i don't wanna put it down.. :) .. It used to be that way with Harry Potter but i gave up on that at the 5th book i think..

The thing about Stephen King is how he manages to draw you in.. he builds suspense so well!! it's absolutely beautiful :') .. plus point: his books can be read by both guys and girls (not saying guys cant read chick lit but.. you get what i mean.. -.- ) ..

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Theobrama Chocolate Lounge

As promised this post will be about the richest hot chocolate i've had so far..

I won't say it was the most satisfying i've had because the weather here doesn't really facilitate hot chocolate in the afternoons very well :/ ... but it was still a yummy cup of hot chocolate :D ..

First the hot chocolate...

I went to this place by recommendation and the person who recommended said to order the big one, which comes in a Mug n Warmer so i did.. (RM12.90 if not mistaken)



I had the Fair Lady flavour which is milk chocolate.. you can order Ms Coco (dark chocolate) or.. i think the other one is called Snow White (white chocolate).. ohh and they even have hot chocolate with chilli (or was it chilli powder?) ..which may sound strange to many but according to those food programmes i've seen and even in the movie Chocolat it is supposedly quite nice.. maybe i'll have a go at that some day :)

Usually with hot chocolate you use cocoa powder and stuff and of the many hot chocolates i've had.. none of them had this at the bottom :



solidified chocolate :D ...

good thing about it was the richness wasn't overwhelming.. it was still smooth...


after finishing the drink i even used my spoon to eat the chocolate from the side of the mug.. until mum asked me to stop doing that -.- ...




Finished it till the very last drop :D


But... the food there is crap... well, at least the ones we had were..

I ordered the Chicken Pizza.. which.. wasn't really a pizza.. it was probably premade and when ordered thrown into a mini oven or something to heat up .. that isn't the biggest issue though.. it didn't really taste like pizza -.- .. it has a sort of asian twist on it coz it kinda had some curryish taste and ... urgh... i don't even know how to describe it... even the dough was.. i dunno.. some parts were kinda stale... but the whole pizza was really... chewy and unpleasant :(

Mum had the "today's special" which was i think butter rice and curry chicken.. it comes with coffee/tea and ice cream.. mum's main meal was also crappy... but the ice cream was fun to eat coz it's vanilla ice cream with (if i'm not mistaken) chocolate sauce and in the cup is some solidified chocolate which i think isn't meant for consumption XD..

Conclusion: Go there for the drink but not for the food :)

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We learn something new everyday...

As a student, yea.. but i'm talking more about matters non-academic.. simple conversations can bring about a whole bunch of interesting facts :)

Like how today is the first day of spring on the lunar calendar.. and how apparently today you can balance an egg on its bottom and it will stay in place (though i'm not sure i wanna believe that we can only do that TODAY but still, an interesting chinese myth/truth).. :D

Earlier in class Wun Yeun had her usual daily Chinese newspaper with her and i forgot why but she pointed out the word "性" (the headline was about Anwar so..yea -.- ) to Elvina (i think sort of teaching Elvina new words for fun?) then she told Elvina..

WunYeun : "this word means sex"
Elvina : "ohh.. " *takes newspaper and shows to Ee Leng*
"Ee Leng, this word means Love"
Ee Leng : "Huh..? really meh? this is love??" *looks skeptical*

so today i also learnt confirmed the fact that Elvina is the most mischievous girl I know .. :)


Back to learning... the other day i was at my aunt's place and Rachel was watching Pocoyo.. and i watched a bit with her (she wasn't really watching though she said she wanted to -.- ) and then i saw the narrator was Stephen Fry... O.O .. i learnt something watching a kid's show :D ..


The next post will be the Hot Chocolate post, I promise :) ..

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sien...

I promised myself that i'll stay healthy this year.. it's only February and i've broken that promise -.- ...

Doc only gave me the normal runny nose medicine.. but it didn't feel like a normal runny nose.. i wouldn't be so tired if it were just a runny nose.. :( ... but at the same time i'm not having high fever or anything...

the horrible thing about missing classes is the catching up you have to do.. especially for maths.. i really hope i didn't miss a lot today...

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